Radomir Baturan
Morava and Mattawa*
On the shores of Morava and Mattawa
My heart pounds
Morava with its familiar beat
Mattawa with a strange sad pulse
The Morava River fed by the Nile
The Mattawa frozen water and land
They are two snakes on two continents
But they are also drills going deep
There’s no end to the drilling
Until an eruption in blood
Once it was my native blood
The other’s a single scream
On Morava and Mattawa shores
The voice of a mother vainly calls
“Rade, my son, don’t forget me”
While a foreign soldier lashes with a whip
My heart drums fast at the Drina River
From its spring to the last breath at the stone bridge
Under a crescent Moon over the Morava valley
And on the Mattawa River bridged by ice
At the Morava and Mattawa Rivers
My heart still fills with a thrill
But the beats slow
Because an émigré’s sorrow never subsides
Oh, Morava River planted by Nile
Oh, Mattawa water bounded by ice
I survived and crossed every bridge
But found no peace in between the two of you
Rendition: Sofija Škorić and Fraser Sutherland
Acacias or Women
Dawn
Peels night from day
And morning gushes in
While my writing
On Armenians and Serbs
Ends
I gaze at a pastel
By metaphysician Rajkovic
Where drawn Bagdala’s acacias
Stroll
From ravine to ravine
Stepping up the hill
Glints of acacias
Glints of slender women
In white dresses
Across glades
They seem safe from falling
When my sight adjusts
And they vanish
Acacias or women
Gnaw
In gnawing passion
of bodies or conscience
I doubt
I try
to bite my palm
But I miss
instead of the hand
I’ve bitten off the ring
with some nearby skin
and I broke a tooth
I don’t know
what hurts more
the tooth or the finger
or the conscience
the thorn fidelity
of primordial gnaw
Soul
That
which tempts us
hurts often
pleases sometimes
soul it is called
Stormy
like seas
swayed
like hills
broken
like spears
ebullient
like butterflies
Soul
a scented field
a bloody wound
a pleasant breeze
a raging tempest
a song and a scream
That
which tries us
is a soul
in a man
Marks
Searching for
beasts
in the deep snow
revealed trail
Searching for people
in eyes’ twinkle
a shadow
deep
in a thriller
that lures
melts
or bleeds
soul mesmerized
young
and hot
to enflame
or burn
Searching for tracks
many
that point to the cave
but none that return
Life leaves
marks
that lead
to a man
Rendition: Antonije Baturan
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*Mattawa means “Meeting of the Waters” in Ojibwa.
